Hey Guys,
Had a fun day in scouts just now. Spent the whole day on fundamentals of pioneering. Went through square and diagonal lashings. After that, they did sour grapes. Amazing job girls and guys. Just work on the tying and climbing and you'll shock them boys from other school. After that, proceeded to 3-2-1 anchorage. Pretty alright but just remember to tie faster. And so, we had a little tug of war fight with those metal pegs. Somehow, I just wished that we could've done the catepillar push ups. Well, guess the atomic sit up made up for that. Well, gotta turn in early, service learning tomorrow...
See ya!
The Fallen @
Friday, July 25, 2008
Hey Guys,
I know Family Day is long gone, like 48 hours over but anyway. Turned up pretty late. Rushed down to school, changed to Class Tee and then headed off to do my duty. The class did a great job, a really great job. Anyway, I can't believe I'm worth $30 to Ms Pang. Just when I thought I'm priceless, someone puts a price on me. Boo... So anyway, sneaked into the house, wrapped a poncho around myself, hid under table and started grabbing legs. Managed to freak some people out and stuff. Well, time for me to run off to study my Temperature plus Kinetic Model of Matter. Memory Power all the way! Woooo!
See ya!
The Fallen @
Monday, July 21, 2008
Toady, I've really gotta thank Aden. He was the one who made me realise my priorities. The one who snapped me out of my little sulky world. The one that made me fully understand why I am here. The reason behind why I wanted to skip SPA Chemistry, the reason why I was always restless on Friday remedials, the reason why I ignored my class.
Here's what Aden said,
"You know birds? They always fly in a formation, dont they? Who's the one forming them up? Their Leader right? Who's the one who leads the formation? Leader again right? Look at it this way, if the Leader isn't there, where will the formation be? Who will be leading them? Who will ensure they are not in a mess?"
It's only then, that I realise what my true role is. And I felt so wrong for neglecting you guys and girls just now cause of something. I felt wrong for sulking in the den. I should've stayed true to this saying, "Troop above all Else" . Aden, I really really am grateful for that boost you've given me. Thank You!
The Fallen @
Friday, July 18, 2008
I just wish that those fun times would never end...
The Fallen @
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Hey Guys,
Was so tired after the campfire yesterday. Of course, Marcos and I tried to get you guys to go enthusiastic and all. Wow, tiring job. Anyway, had fun and all. Some people just can stop screaming and there's still some who is on manual. Weird weird weird. Anyway, I'll probably approach Mrs Han to check if I can do something about my Friday remedials. Cause seriously, I was sooo restless throughout Ms Pang's Chemistry remedial. So yeah, I don't care if its pushed to some other day but Friday is like, a big no no. It's like, this remedials might change timings and all so, troop meeting starts, Troop Leader isnt there. Just not right..
See ya!
The Fallen @
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Hey Guys,
Been a hectic week and all, except for youth day holiday. I'm starting to improve my E Math so, yeah, pretty glad it did. I soooo wanna pass my Physics test just so I dont have to go for remedial. And I'm being forced into Chemistry remedials on Fridays! Gah, it's just so tight now. This and that. Anyway, gonna have scouts tomorrow. I've sworn to myself, and to some that I'll really change. I've dropped in standard and I'm gonna do something about it now. To have confidence in myself...
See ya!
The Fallen @
Thursday, July 10, 2008
I just don't know what to do now... I feel lost. I tried and tried but nothing happened. I want to change things, but I cant. It feels as though, I am not giving and getting what a Troop Leader should. I feel as though, I'm not giving the troop what it needs, what it wants. I'm facing people who are going against what I say. I tried talking, didnt work. What must I do? Shout at them and then pissing everyone off? Even ordering them doesn't work. Here I am, being in the top spot, but I'm not even able to do it well. My orders made, just got pushed aside..
Someone said, a Troop Leader is to ensure he puts the troop before himself, I tried that, and apparently, I failed. That night, when the seniors asked us "What do we want to change in the troop?" I replied, saying that I want to see the troop soar higher, discipline maintained, harmony. Apparently, it didnt happen... To fight for what is rightfully mine, I want too, but will I then set a good example? Yes, I might win, but the juniors might look at me, 'The Troop Leader who went against a teacher', then, they'll do it too..
Now, I wonder, why did the troop vote me as Troop Leader? Why did the seniors choose me if they did. I feel as though, I've failed them.. Am I really fit to have this post? I'm lost and I need guidance, but who will help me...
The Fallen @
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
